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Current mood: contemplative
dioses... demasiado tiempo frente a una pc... no es la 1ra vez... que diablos, aun estoy consciente (es lo importante) lo mas gracioso es el hecho de haber mantenido tantas conversaciones en el dia y que ninguna de ellas ha tenido ese delicioso sabor con satisfaccion de una BUENA conversa, en fin, life goes on, ride on, as usual... el dia no ha sido tan largo, sin embargo pesado por la estatica de cada hora... saldre a buscar algo que al parecer se ha perdido, lo encontrare?, no puede haber ido lejos
Currently listening:
Mr. Brightside, Pt. 1

gloomy afternoon, night with stormy hope... came too fast, gone faster than i can remember... no records, nothing to say... a rollercoaster or a truck that hit me (didn't see it coming) so suddenly that i almost can't recall the moment - one second, yes i do, pleading for another time, another place - Tears of sorrow when i felt that i wouldn't have enough time, tears of joy when i realised that the time i had was enough... dissapear, at the end, before everything began... gotta keep going, life's a highway, gotta keep riding on my way, you'll never know who's leaving the scene until they're dead

silence... at the end of the night... silence
my fingers fall over the keys, i'm almost lost again... music lies when i try to remember what were we before all this... too tired to recall
now i have to sleep or just slumber for a while... listening to that strange sound that still keeps me awake
smile, dance and smile... let the preys believe they're hunting me
Currently listening:
Flight of Icarus

if something doesn't move, it dies, so everything must keep moving as long as they feel they want to live...
almost everyone's gone - life goes on - and all these thoughts just keep rambling in my head once in a while (it was good but i live today) and (if i wasn't me) i could start to believe that none of this was true, that it's just part of my fragile imagination spilling nonsense into my reality... too much happiness, too much sadness (it only took a month to change lots of things)... now they're moving again (i can see... but i don't want to look any further, it just breaks the enchantment of surprise)... can't foresee anything... anything could happen but if die on the way, i'm sure i'll be fine because i did and said what i felt i had to... even so, i could beg for just another day, another hour, a minute or just a second to hold the people i love for a last time and tell them how much i love them once again...
Currently listening:
Enjoy the Silence

Current mood: awake
Fue en la estacion del metro balderas... donde quedo embarrada mi reputacion...
running, have you ever got that feeling? i just love it, almost like flying... memories... they're good as long as you don't get to attached to them, you can't make your future looking at your past all the time or trying to see what's coming next, just the present, step by step (however, it'll end someday)... when i start to think how much am i going to miss you all... demons... that's when i do whatever i can to make that moment unforgettable for us... even if i'm feeling too tired to go on or like i'm falling down, i just hold my grip and get the strenght to keep going... this is just the begining

esa palabra que vaga en mi mente dia y noche sin parar... no deberia mencionarlo, nisiquiera susurrarlo... ver las gotas estrellarse en los charcos como un recordatorio de la noche en que todo empezo... un fugaz momento, amplia sonrisa que no trato de desvanecer... por momentos, deseando que sea una ilusion pasajera, algo mucho mas facil de descartar, por momentos deseando volar aun mas alto, saber que hay algo mas, algo mas... los dias pasan, la temperatura cae... yo, sigo aqui, un sin pronunciarlo, aun sin susurrarlo, aun reteniendo ESE nombre dentro de los amplios salones de mi silencio personal

al final del dia... al final de 365 dias... llego otra vez a este punto... a nadie importa... miro la nieve caer / estuvo y estara ahi conmigo o sin mi / dedos que caen sobre las teclas, aun asi sin siquiera atrapar completamente la idea que vaga en mi cabeza, dudas? tal vez, solo se que, estoy algo cansada pero dormire despues