Monday, October 30, 2006
had to say
one song which i don't know why did you told me to pay attention to
now i miss you
hell n you know you're a great friend for me
you've been when i was up, down and almost all the possible cases that i could be
i tried to be there for you too but well, i'm happy to know that there's someone who catches you better than i could have ever done
now i don't know where are you
a last farewell and i didn't see you face when i got into my place
then not even a single word
you disappeared
and now
that i listen to that song
i wonder... what's going on with you?
and then you complained of my cloak/decloaking ability!
i hope to know about you soon but above all
that you're doing great :)
now i miss you
hell n you know you're a great friend for me
you've been when i was up, down and almost all the possible cases that i could be
i tried to be there for you too but well, i'm happy to know that there's someone who catches you better than i could have ever done
now i don't know where are you
a last farewell and i didn't see you face when i got into my place
then not even a single word
you disappeared
and now
that i listen to that song
i wonder... what's going on with you?
and then you complained of my cloak/decloaking ability!
i hope to know about you soon but above all
that you're doing great :)
Sunday, October 29, 2006
aid
free will is part of everyone's nature
we choose every second every time
taking charge of our own lives
and with that free will we trample over someone else as we help
as we let it happen to someone else... we carry on because we choose not to get involved
aid/help/actions/words
it's something everyone has asked for in their lives
since we come to this world we need to be aid to live and to learn to carry on by ourselves
but i wonder
when comes the moment when everyone forgets how important was to be aid to oneself so we don't help anyone else even if we can do it?
in a self centered view, pretending that we're the only ones who deserve to be aided when we're in trouble and forgetting about others feeling the same when we're fine
and we talk about friendship and brother/sisterhood
but somehow, we forget that the world doesn't end at our backyard...
we're just one element of the environment
nothing more, nothing less
we have no more rights than the other who lives far away from our known world even if we don't know them... we're bound into this same world... that's something we must never forget
we choose every second every time
taking charge of our own lives
and with that free will we trample over someone else as we help
as we let it happen to someone else... we carry on because we choose not to get involved
aid/help/actions/words
it's something everyone has asked for in their lives
since we come to this world we need to be aid to live and to learn to carry on by ourselves
but i wonder
when comes the moment when everyone forgets how important was to be aid to oneself so we don't help anyone else even if we can do it?
in a self centered view, pretending that we're the only ones who deserve to be aided when we're in trouble and forgetting about others feeling the same when we're fine
and we talk about friendship and brother/sisterhood
but somehow, we forget that the world doesn't end at our backyard...
we're just one element of the environment
nothing more, nothing less
we have no more rights than the other who lives far away from our known world even if we don't know them... we're bound into this same world... that's something we must never forget
Thursday, October 19, 2006
de algo sirve el espejo retrovisor
Hay muchas cosas que he hecho que si bien no son motivo de orgullo tampoco lo son de arrepentimiento
Hay gente que salio afectada por mis tonterias, por mi inaccion, por mi patetico uso de argumentos
No puedo remendar el pasado, ni hay accion que hoy pueda resarcir las faltas... solo puedo emplear HOY para hacer lo que debo y miren que se me otorgo esa oportunidad.
Ella fue una de las personas que por mi ceguera, cobardia y estolidez fue afectada... en cierta manera viendo la retrospectiva, de cierto modo hice un favor al ayudar a salir de la influencia de un fulano que, cual personaje de Nausicaa, vivia y vive del miedo tratando de jalar a todos a su hoyo para no sentirse solo... pero esa "ayuda" no fue ni intencional y mas bien accidentada... los años han pasado y estamos de acuerdo al decir que realmente la vida estuvo y esta mejor sin el.
Desde hace un buen tiempo ella escribe en su blog y parece que desde hace un buen tiempo ambas queriamos decir casi lo mismo y creo que las disculpas y perdones por ambos lados han sido recibidos y saben?, me alegra que de una vez por todas pueda conocer a una persona de la cual casi siempre tuve una buena referencia. Gracias por esta oportunidad Angela! :D
de algo sirve el espejo retrovisor... puedes seguir tu camino sin perder lo que es importante pero por lo pronto no esta adelante... aprender a mirar sin estrellarte, ni retroceder a cada rato... life's a highway some say, so let's ride as far as we can reach and much further!
En serio Angela, gracias por estas nuevas circunstancias! :D
Hay gente que salio afectada por mis tonterias, por mi inaccion, por mi patetico uso de argumentos
No puedo remendar el pasado, ni hay accion que hoy pueda resarcir las faltas... solo puedo emplear HOY para hacer lo que debo y miren que se me otorgo esa oportunidad.
Ella fue una de las personas que por mi ceguera, cobardia y estolidez fue afectada... en cierta manera viendo la retrospectiva, de cierto modo hice un favor al ayudar a salir de la influencia de un fulano que, cual personaje de Nausicaa, vivia y vive del miedo tratando de jalar a todos a su hoyo para no sentirse solo... pero esa "ayuda" no fue ni intencional y mas bien accidentada... los años han pasado y estamos de acuerdo al decir que realmente la vida estuvo y esta mejor sin el.
Desde hace un buen tiempo ella escribe en su blog y parece que desde hace un buen tiempo ambas queriamos decir casi lo mismo y creo que las disculpas y perdones por ambos lados han sido recibidos y saben?, me alegra que de una vez por todas pueda conocer a una persona de la cual casi siempre tuve una buena referencia. Gracias por esta oportunidad Angela! :D
de algo sirve el espejo retrovisor... puedes seguir tu camino sin perder lo que es importante pero por lo pronto no esta adelante... aprender a mirar sin estrellarte, ni retroceder a cada rato... life's a highway some say, so let's ride as far as we can reach and much further!
En serio Angela, gracias por estas nuevas circunstancias! :D
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
love child
somewhere to start... for me was to find love, everyone believes in it but not everyone can explain it clearly..
i was lost because i didn't want to see where i was standing on
i thought that i could escape for a long time but deep inside i knew it wasn't working, so i tried (stupidly) to hide my head by closing my eyes and repeating to myself "i'm not closing my eyes"
but i got out of my own stupidity
and the light didn't hurt me, in fact, nothing hurt me at all
the pain i felt was the load i didn't want to accept for that long time
and when i did
i realised i was able to handle it, in fact, i always had been able to do it
and so here i am
with my loads, traveling light, looking for a life on my own always aware that i'm just another element in this story and that there's no reason to walk over the unknown or escape from uncertainty, we always have what is needed to face what we have to, fear not!
i was lost because i didn't want to see where i was standing on
i thought that i could escape for a long time but deep inside i knew it wasn't working, so i tried (stupidly) to hide my head by closing my eyes and repeating to myself "i'm not closing my eyes"
but i got out of my own stupidity
and the light didn't hurt me, in fact, nothing hurt me at all
the pain i felt was the load i didn't want to accept for that long time
and when i did
i realised i was able to handle it, in fact, i always had been able to do it
and so here i am
with my loads, traveling light, looking for a life on my own always aware that i'm just another element in this story and that there's no reason to walk over the unknown or escape from uncertainty, we always have what is needed to face what we have to, fear not!
Monday, October 16, 2006
aprendiendo
hoy tuve una gran satisfaccion... que me dijeran en que me habia equivocado y esa persona supo desde el inicio que no debia temer en hacerme notar ello, me alegro mucho que comprendiera :)
Thursday, October 12, 2006
514
hace cinco siglos con 3.8 quinquenios un grupo de personas llego a la isla San Salvador y su capitan penso "albricias albricias! a la India hemos llegado!"... fue y regreso de su punto de origen 3 veces mas lo que llamo a mas paisanos y no tan paisanos a aventurarse por esta nueva ruta hacia las "Indias" (o algo parecido) buscando un mejor futuro al fin y al cabo... y asi nacio America, entraron por el caribe y fueron llegando cada vez mas al norte y al sur. La Gran America (en homenaje a Americo Vespucio), estaba siendo descubierta y conquistada por los hermanos europeos... y los siglos pasaron... un grupo de personas al norte se dieron cuenta que no tenian por que rendirle mas cuentas a los mandos al otro lado del charco (O. Atlantico) asi que armaronse y consiguieron indenpendizarse, por lo menos de corazon, de aquel lazo. Una respuesta similar se dio en Europa que reboto al sur de America que con las vertientes libertadoras desde ambos frentes del continente lograron que, por lo menos de corazon, America terminara su relacion subyugada con la, hasta entonces llamada, Madre Patria...
Mas años pasaron, algunas regiones lograron integrarse con mayor rapidez y exito que otras al tiempo que hay las que hasta hoy aun se cuestionan como por que o con quien integrarse... una discordia, un divorcio consigo misma, esa falta de identificacion de esto tan lindo que es la Gran America.
Su historia es diversa y confrontada pero ante todo y sobre todo rica por la fusion de etnias y costumbres que hacen surgir esta nueva cultura que por decision puede tomar (y lo hace) los mejores elementos de cada grupo para cocinar algo propio... pues ya sea por movimiento interno o externo, la riqueza de America esta en los inmigrantes que con respeto, tolerancia y buena voluntad viven juntos para día a día demostrar que no hay que esperar a estar muerto para vivir en el paraíso...
Salud por este día, herman@s de América!
five centuries with 3.8 five-year period ago a group of people arrived to San Salvador island and its capitan thought "congratulations! congratulations! to India we've arrived!"... they went and came back from their origin point 3 more times which called more compatriots and not-that-compatriots to be ventured on this new route to "India" (or something like) looking for a better future in the end... and that's how America was born, they came in through the caribbean and they were reaching more to the north and south. The Great America (in homage to Americo Vespucio) was being discovered and conquered by the european brothers... and centuries came by... a group of people on the north of America realised that they didn't have to give more explanations to the authorities on the other side of the ditch (Atlantic O.) so they took arms and they got their independence, at least in their hearts, from that tie. A similar response arose in Europe that bounced back to the south of America which with the freedom forces from on both sides of the continent they got that, at least in their hearts, America finished their subjugated relationship with the, until that day called, Mother Land...
More years passed by, some regions integrated faster and with more success than others at the same time that there are some regions that until today still question about the whys or with who do they have to integrate... a discord, an internal divorce, that lack of identity with this beautiful continent, the Great America.
Its history is as diverse and comfronted but before and above all, rich by the fusion of ethnic groups and traditions which makes arise a new culture that can choose (and it does) the best elements of each group to cook something of their own... because whether it's by internal or external movement, America's wealth resides on the inmigrants whom with respect, tolerance and good will live together to prove day by day that you don't have to die to live in paradise...
Cheers for this day, brothers and sisters of America!
Mas años pasaron, algunas regiones lograron integrarse con mayor rapidez y exito que otras al tiempo que hay las que hasta hoy aun se cuestionan como por que o con quien integrarse... una discordia, un divorcio consigo misma, esa falta de identificacion de esto tan lindo que es la Gran America.
Su historia es diversa y confrontada pero ante todo y sobre todo rica por la fusion de etnias y costumbres que hacen surgir esta nueva cultura que por decision puede tomar (y lo hace) los mejores elementos de cada grupo para cocinar algo propio... pues ya sea por movimiento interno o externo, la riqueza de America esta en los inmigrantes que con respeto, tolerancia y buena voluntad viven juntos para día a día demostrar que no hay que esperar a estar muerto para vivir en el paraíso...
Salud por este día, herman@s de América!
five centuries with 3.8 five-year period ago a group of people arrived to San Salvador island and its capitan thought "congratulations! congratulations! to India we've arrived!"... they went and came back from their origin point 3 more times which called more compatriots and not-that-compatriots to be ventured on this new route to "India" (or something like) looking for a better future in the end... and that's how America was born, they came in through the caribbean and they were reaching more to the north and south. The Great America (in homage to Americo Vespucio) was being discovered and conquered by the european brothers... and centuries came by... a group of people on the north of America realised that they didn't have to give more explanations to the authorities on the other side of the ditch (Atlantic O.) so they took arms and they got their independence, at least in their hearts, from that tie. A similar response arose in Europe that bounced back to the south of America which with the freedom forces from on both sides of the continent they got that, at least in their hearts, America finished their subjugated relationship with the, until that day called, Mother Land...
More years passed by, some regions integrated faster and with more success than others at the same time that there are some regions that until today still question about the whys or with who do they have to integrate... a discord, an internal divorce, that lack of identity with this beautiful continent, the Great America.
Its history is as diverse and comfronted but before and above all, rich by the fusion of ethnic groups and traditions which makes arise a new culture that can choose (and it does) the best elements of each group to cook something of their own... because whether it's by internal or external movement, America's wealth resides on the inmigrants whom with respect, tolerance and good will live together to prove day by day that you don't have to die to live in paradise...
Cheers for this day, brothers and sisters of America!
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
re-load
aaaah... la renovacion despues de perder sangre... mucho por hacer, eh?
Sunday, October 08, 2006
jazz
hacia mucho que no escuchaba musica "de adultos" dicese brasileña (esa como Águas de Março) o jazz del que ponian en los cortos de Popeye (Chet Baker)... es que acaso la escena contemporanea ya resulta tan anodina? bueh... hay demasiado que escuchar es cierto y es terriblemente probable que muera sin haber escuchado ni la mitad de lo que me gustaria escuchar... tanta musica, tan poco tiempo... aaaah... solo a disfrutar lo que se puede :D PERO SI ALGUIEN ENCUENTRA 24TH GRAND STREET DE MICHAEL L. PIRKINS LE ESTARE MUY AGRADECIDA SI ME LA PASA!!!!
