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--- getting drunk all the time... trying to remember what i did the last night -*-- freaking out when i don't find my clothes... what the hell! am i lost? --- now i try to hold my keys, oh jesus, at least i'm free, pick up and dress up with cheap pants and a tshirt (hey! those are mine!) ... run, run and run... hold my breath, now i'm far away //// demons, yeah i got lost... i close my eyes, i hardly start to rememer, 3 guys, one bottle, (hell, and those next to me? we've been drinking a lot!), a challenge, "they're going down!", 3, 2, 1... they're done!, i've got the prize!, what? just a pretty smile? i can't hold on anymore, i want to fall but there won't be anyone to catch me this time, anyway, i fall, and hit the ground in a known sequence "knees, elbow, head... knee, elbow head" fade away... don't want to leave, but i must, the system is shutting down, sister, so just close your eyes and in a while you'll see the sun (if you survive)
and how did i end up there? i recall... the fever... i was sick before i started that game... fever... so i started to take off my pants and tshirt... and fainted (again)... that's how i ended up there... and today is??? no way to know... who were those guys??? no way to know... this is what i get by getting involved each time i see a challenge (at least i won this time, didn't i?) hahahaha... gotta go, work to do, people to talk to... gotta go... i just... don't know what happened here