Saturday, April 29, 2006

 

666

ode to a myth
we will light the candles, share our moments with relief, pray for another day, just like we used to be, in the dark we'll hold them high to see the path we tread... just like a game, we'll sing... without any rhythm, we'll dance... and when we think it's almost over... we'll recall that the begining has just come to us...
Shouting at those clowns who deceived us... impaling those fears we thought were stronger than us... recalling the name of those who never swore their love and those who thought that they might lie... as we burn them as they hit the ground each part releases what we thought was stolen but they're just shadows for the real thing was always inside us... it was ourselves...
senseless thoughts running down my fingers, striking the keys in a desperate way out from my mind, escaping while they can... as far as they can
but after every breath we exhale, there's new air coming into our lungs, we give away and something comes on its place... makes it bigger, makes it smaller, makes it change... it keeps moving and that's how we can feel it's still alive... no one could say what we've been through better than we could, no one could feel that the way we did... no one could steal those moments we lived, died, cried and laugh just to do it all over again... smile, turn the head gaze upon a new target... ATTACK! hahahaha, there we go again...
It's strange how a 13 year old song can inspire the same feeling... softly moves my eardrums it comes a kind hard... when i hear that sound on the radio... i feel the heat of a deserted heart... and hopelessly in search for love... leads me back to you... predictable, inevitable... i'll fall again, i'll believe again... i'll think of you... once again... but it won't be the same
then... in the emptiness of my room (which has become too small since you left this part of the world, i barely can find it's corners) i gaze at the window, the clouds are static, the wind is quiet... start to move my fingers, blink twice before i stand up, run to the window and jump... i'll fall nowhere, 'cos nowhere is where i want to go.. it doesn't matter, i'm spinning on the air, spread my wings and scratch my knees before i fly high.. so high... one second here, then somewhere else... i don't know how long i'll be able to stand it... spin again, free falling... noone on my path... good bye

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