Wednesday, June 14, 2006

 

jokes

it's hard to classify something that is begining to be... when you find something you missed a long time ago, yet sometimes comes to your mind pretty often (well, not that often), and just when you find it, seems to fit better than it did the first time
the rhythm on the music, the smell in the air... your blood tapping your fingertips in harmony with the sound... the past is trying to take over the situation again because "now" doesn't seem to be better than yesterday, even so, there's still something to do to fix it, isn't it?
so that's how i recalled that song, even when i preffer it on the short version "it can't rain all the time, the sky won't fall forever, it can't rain all the time, your tears won't fall forever"... a vague sound even in the movie, but i liked it a lot... in those days i found pretty interesting to walk in the rain, i still like rain as much as i like to walk on a sunny day... but now... i just look around, everything fits, everything works, i feel part of it... while smile and say "well, i'm ready to go, c'mon there's a lot to do!"... feeling lost sometimes but not as a strayed dog (cats are not lost, they're just having a trip)... not every wanderer is lost nor every walker has lost their path... it's part of this journey which nobody has ever written with directions before because no one has ever had the time to write about it when they really know it (which is when you're dead)
so that's it, could anyone explain it to me?... and i know there won't be an answer because this is one of those things you have to live to learn, there are no words to explain it, there's no other way but face them
at the end... what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, since being alive is all i need to go on, then... i just gotta keep going, i won't know what's behind the door if i don't open it
oh... you might be wondering "and where's the joke?"... well the joke is on how am i taking life now, unexpectedly, while i'm trying to find myself in the past i'm slipping away from it because, even when it's very nice and i was happy then... that isn't now... so i can't linger and spend my time, not again.
oh in the name of everything that is sacred... my kingdom, my kingdom for a link... well, nevermind, i can make it on my own... would you like to help?

Currently listening:
Love Is Everything: Anthology (Dig)
By Jane Siberry

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